Reality Blog

I feel as if my blog has become my own reality show. I guess most bloggers feel that way. My last outburst kind of reminded me of Kanye West. i guess I can be a drunk diva sometimes. i got into it with my ex over something stupid. It's always something stupid. i think i started thursday night argument. Breaking up is hard to do. It's like i can't critize him anymore without it getting all personal. And then i was also drinking like a fish. i didn't go to work the next day knowing i had rent to pay with that paycheck.

I'm beginning to realize with every slip up there's a chance to learn something about myself. It's still a process trying to heal from old wounds, recover from addiction and became a proper adult.